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“Are ALIENS an answer to ‘the human condition’?” asked on this ALF floor today by me.
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obviously being called to start-up this web site is another amazing positive for me. It is my joy and delight to find an outlet for my thoughts of so many years. reaching critical mass over the last few weeks. I have been able to sort out the wheat from the chaff as I witness based…
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also, while everything else has been going down since 2020 and especially for the last few weeks, I have been working on the retroactive interpolation of a better childbirth and delivery of my one born son, Ian. It led me to such a dangerous place. I knew that I could have risk death for this;…
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also the food Alex and I met with the most sumptuous food every night when we were together before and after Ian became one with us. Alex loved to cook and he had a number of signature dishes such as sweet ribs and won tons that took hours to make but were so worth it.…
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then, there was the positive stuff I did and experienced to cope with the absurdly horrific stuff I had in my mind through the Satanic presence from the state hospital pertinent to the clamped catheter TORTURE in 1986. I read the BIBLE twice cover twice cover to cover. The first time was rote; but it…
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this is my witness to how I was ultimately saved. I came to faith through the back door. for the longest time, I was actively seeking in desperation because of a Satanic presence that I picked up here in the City of Reading in 1986; because of the clamped catheter incident that all but took…
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summit, New Jersey; 1983 when I ought to have been graduating from college instead I was at home in Summit in a forced leave of absence. I was seeing a lousy psychotherapist. she gave me a novel about a psychoanalysis of a young woman by a female psychoanalyst. what a mixup. I read another book,…
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people on SSDI, in other words, Social a security Disability Income, are called to work for the system for the income we so gratefully receive. it has been my job to correct the Mental Health System for the faults inherent in an old world system in which the wealthy and powerful receive treatment and the…
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I got the wrong one the first time around. somebody said, to someone else, years later, “some one took you aside, when you were vulnerable and not yourself, and said something to you and put you on medication…” I couldn’t grasp that at the time but now I have.. I have been held in a…
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a feature in schizophrenia but not pertinent to that in my case. Also in schizoid personality disorder but not pertinent to that in my case, in me it was like the smile plastered across my face as noted in my last post about a suicide attempt. the blank affect started at Kent Scool and was…
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