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Email to my son: Ian, I have finally realized that Jesus IS GOD and everything is falling into place. God is telling me that the baby I thought I aborted in Allentown was already dead as I sometimes thought. He was still the compensatory pregnancy for Arthur Robyn, the baby I lost at age 13.…
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I have finally figured out how to talk about the catastrophic damage in the ICU in 1986 when they put a clamp on a catheter I was trying to rip out, I probably had a painful urinary tract infection. I have described it as sexual torture that lasted for 8 or more hours. And that…
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about the eye injury that was almost a murder. Alex was fooling around with Joann. They wanted us all to move to England and start up a bed and breakfast. Alex knew I would never be a party to that and it pissed him off. So, he tried to get me to get him a…
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I feel like, as we have been in the pandemic and as we move out of it but it still persists, I have been made a global sacrifice for human evil. Or they keep trying. The powers and principalities are using the people closest to me in an errant mental state to do this to…
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this is the referral to the plastic surgeon for “lesion of cheek” no, it was not a pimple, for one thing, and yes this did all happen, the strange metamorphosis of the last 3 1/2 years. ASI begin to bounce back and put things in order there is a new me. Thank you St. Joseph…
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I am experiencing the heart of a complete and total healing. a long while ago I discerned to call it a disorder of my reflexes as inhering through a problem with my startle resonses. It was all triggering through my OCD it was so terrifying to watch it playing out over the last few weeks…
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I’m from New Jersey. but I wasn’t born there. and I somehow knew I wouldn’t stay. I was allured to the farm here in PA when Mom and Dad and my sister moved here in the 80’s but wasn’t welcomed here. Neither was my brother Steve. I made my own lateral move here via the…
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I unleashed the furies of Hell on her that fateful night at Springstone Hollow in 1986. After the ghoul epiphany in the ICU at the Reading Hospital. I woke up slowly; went to the state hospital; fell into a dream; returned to my parents new home. After about 3 months as they tapered me off…
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Childbearing is like the draft into the army. We are called to answer a call of duty through nature that seems inconvenient but not to is so ugly as currently practiced. Email to my son: On Thursday, November 14, 2024, Lynne Murphy wrote: Just had the most incredible Ian birthday week experience. Was thinking about…
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email to my father: “Judith and Stevwn [my mother and brother] I have finally realized that they are really gone. This is a good day to formally let them go. Veterans Day. We were all soldiers in the Murphy family. I was not ready to let them go, Steven jumped. I dont know what hqppened…
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