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email to my father:

“Judith and Stevwn

[my mother and brother]

I have finally realized that they are really gone.  This is a good day to formally let them go.

Veterans Day.

We were all soldiers in the Murphy family.

 I was not ready to let them go,

Steven jumped.  I dont know what hqppened to Judith but I do finally understand that she did die in February of 2020.  They are both dead.  And it is time to move on.

Love you,

Lynne

Dad:

I agree – love you too!”

This morning I woke up with thoughts of Arthur Robyn, the baby I aborted at 13. I was never permitted to go there. Lies were told. My light was held under a bushel in this regard for 50 years. Because his was. He is out now, As we speak. And so are the other two little ones lost through legal abortion. They lived on in my mind.

Now I am out from under a terrible bushel.

These children are dead.

“The Littlest Soldiers of All.”

Crying,

But, i have to let them go now.

This is Veterans Day 2024.

…

all of this ought to have been sorted out at Johns Hopkina psychiatry 29 years ago but I know to trust in the Lords timing, .But that doesnt mean it wasn’t malpractice.