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my New Year’s resolutions past and present:

today, I woke up in a quandary at 4 a.m. and in a murky place after a rough night as I walked down 45 years since a horrible incident in my family which must remain private from this moment forward. I had woken up all loused up with my nighttime OCD sciatica remembering how, in a similar moment many months ago I found the Lord Jesus. And that has held me ever since. This time things were sis complex as I reached out to God for help. it came as the New Year’s resolution I had been looking for: “accentuate the positive.” This got me out of bed and led me through my morning protocols through breakfast with my fellow residents, cigarettes in the outdoor smoking area and the meds line.

and continues to help me after so much recent negativity.

so, “be of few words” is something I have lost track of and should think if again sometimes, especially when it comes to British self-deprecating wit. This last was some kind of resolution over the past few years of being careful not to hurt others the wording of which I can’t bring to mind. The past year my goal was to worry less.

I have a plan that I have already been warming up to, to pray the rosary every day. It is so much easier to follow online. It was arduous to do it on my own.

Another part of my plan for the new year is to trust in the Lord more and not in my own understanding, as stated throughout both the old and new testaments of the Holy Bible.

Happy New Year’s Day.