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Childbearing is like the draft into the army. We are called to answer a call of duty through nature that seems inconvenient but not to is so ugly as currently practiced.

Email to my son:

On Thursday, November 14, 2024, Lynne Murphy wrote:

Just had the most incredible Ian birthday week experience.

Was thinking about losing baby Arthur Robyn at 13, my father’s child.  Wondering what would have happened if I had been allowed to have him and give him up for adoption.  It had to do with my uncertainty about abortion (or not) in cases of rape or incest.  The Lord led me directly to feel the experience of going through his childbirth.  It lasted for a few minutes and so validated that it was all true that this really happened.  This was so healing.  I needed that feeling, it is what I was seeking and craving so desperately all of my life; next, you.  Without that abortion, Alexander Texas and Jasmine would have been miscarriages and your birth would have been uncomplicated.  It is difficult to explain but this is what the Lord showed me.  You would have have been a happy healthy little baby, no sobs or drama.

And I would have been a happy healthy little mother!

But, the Lord does what he wants to do.

Praying for you, my healing continues and I am praying that yours does too.

Love you so much.

Mom