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  • 2025-10-16

    about the alien

    the day before yesterday I was visited by an alien in my mind. I do not have words to describe it but it was very beautiful to my mind. translucent and full of light. But the form was like a very large insect, a sort of space grasshopper with a tiny head and two small…

  • 2025-10-16

    About LOVE

    Love always conquers hate. I stick to my original position that a White person’s best attitude towards the sufferings of Blacks in the present day is LOVE. No reasonable amount of money is adequate compensation. my solution a long time ago was that Blacks should get the South. Simply step in and take over. Let…

  • 2025-10-16

    “my only dream…”

    a young Black psych tech on a psych floor in Largo, Florida, said to me from outside the closed door to my bedroom, “The only dream I ever had was to kill a White woman like you.” I already knew that a pack of young Black girls stumbling upon a lone white women would kill…

  • 2025-10-12

    about race wars

    I learned a lot from my abuse as a racist under the Obama administration. I became one for a long time but now I am writing that off as a learning experience. Watching the Billie Holiday film last. Weekend pulled me back to short order in n that regard. I was just very ignorant-as the…

  • 2025-10-08

    recovering my identity

    just figured out who I am and organized my understanding of what is happening to me. I am “God’s poster child for the pro-life cause.” that was my clarion call on psych wards in recent years. In other words I was so loused up and fd up by my THREE abortions that my appearance eloquently…

  • 2025-10-08

    psych ward

    they are trying to put me back on a psych ward. I could have moments to live ie, a day or two. for me, a psych ward is a death sentence. Counterproductive at best, more likely dangerous and ultimately fatal. That danger has been there for the longest time but I have kept my head…

  • 2025-10-08

    south Philly

    about South St. Pete. Florida, I am a little confused here, is South St Pete the ghetto or the fashionable part of. St Petersburg taken over by the British? just googled it and as I thought it IS a Black ghetto. Towards our stay on the inexpensive side of Seminole also in Pinellas County, busing…

  • 2025-10-08

    visions

    in South Florida–before Obama–I was on a psych ward after a serious overdose. That would be about 2007. there was a psych tech–a young Black man–who was talking up matters of race in the groups. He pointed out that it was about the sex. That a plantation owner could commandeer a female slave off of…

  • 2025-10-08

    Measuring Personal Fame in a Complex World

    Measuring Personal Fame in a Complex World

    I mentioned some figures in the pantheon yesterday who are sacred and whose boots I can’t presume to lick. But I am trying to measure my fame. Sometimes I know I am a small nobody, other times I have a hint that I am known to others for what I pour out here. And for…

  • 2025-10-07

    Reflections on Biographical Films: Bob Dylan and Billie Holiday

    Reflections on Biographical Films: Bob Dylan and Billie Holiday

    I watched “the United States vs Billie Holiday” on Sunday night. Along with another movie, with Queen Latifah and Steve Martin, “Bringing Down the House.” on Saturday Night Night I also stayed up late watching the biographical film about Bob Dylan after watching two other films. the Bob Dylan movie thrilled me to the core.…

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