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  • 2024-03-25

    my British-American Christian pain

    the British Empire fell with World War II and the spirit and soul were decimated along with the bombings of the infrastructure. Educated Brits fled to America in a wave referred to as the “Brain Drain.” That included my mother and father. the mood was futility. At worst, cynicism and sarcasm. As a UK/US dual…

  • 2024-03-25

    Living well is the best revenge

    Loving God is even better Someone said she went to Jesus for healing and stayed for Jesus. I went to find relief from my cigarette smoking. It got worse and worse as I grew and changed and suffered miserably. Finally God spoke to me. He said to me “Your smoking is unguent and appealing to…

  • 2024-03-25

    broken mouse

    broken mouse, broken jaguar broken jaguar broken mouse i used to love jaguars then, I hurt one. Because in his world, I was just a silly little mouse and didn’t know it. I tried to improve; he didn’t understand my methods. so, we got a little pet fancy brown mouse. Not a good idea in…

  • 2024-03-25

    haircut

    email to my son last night The tasering is fnally off of me and I see how it was why I was so outrageously hard and violent when I came here to PA in 2012.  I can see how that influenced those horrific moments at LVH that I was too scared to revisit even in…

  • 2024-03-16

    In a crisis…

    In a certain type of critical situation, like the one I am in now, you pray the Lord’s miraculous provision prayer, whIch I heard of somewhere or other when I was in the habit of listening to Catholic Christian radio in Florida a decade and a half ago. It’s about the feeding of the 5000.…

  • 2024-03-13

    Love

    I have been on leave for a while. In search for LOVE and PIETY, which I had lost. Two of Mary the mother’s chief saint’s qualities. I may be disbanding myself from this site. It would go into other hands. I would still be a nun in this order but i have taken it to…

  • 2024-03-04

    snowflake

    I was being used as a randomizer for terror and cover. Through my weak mental and emotional state. My husband did not know.

  • 2024-03-04

    gestalt

    my current brain problem started with a “gestalt” problem that started when I was taking Tegretol (an anti-seizure medication–given to me for mood but it helped with an underlying seizure problem) and Haldol (an “old” anti-psychotic medication) in the late ’80’s; 2 years after the clamped catheter incident in the ICU in West Reading. I…

  • 2024-03-01

    toad

    You will find this image and the story behind it in the “How to Join the nccotus” page. It is about taking wounded soldiers wherein this is a militant order. I do love St. Francis but this toad image is not just about being an animal but also about the hint of an alien in…

  • 2024-02-29

    about Ian

    in Buffalo, in the early 1990’s, we lived on the corner of Kenmore Ave and St.John Street. My husband was wearing his t-shirt from the USVI of St.John. I was reading the opening chapters of the gospel of St. John. “Ian” is Scottish for “John.” About 2 1/2 years ago (2921) I was driving down…

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