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  • 2024-05-11

    Human Knowledge

    Once upon a time I could nest loops in a computer program in the most impossible way. And my analytic logic against abortion in a moral philosophy course in my last Semester all but justified my stay at Harvard. But I lacked passion. I had a heart but nothing really moved me. Broken pud. Slowly,…

  • 2024-05-11

    “The truth is always better than a lie”

    A Witness I am fully alive for the first time since April 1986. The “ghoul epiphany” when they ripped the nerves in my pud in the ICU with a routine catheterization and I almost died. since then, 3 more nearly fatal suicide attempts and two abortions. There was also an abortion when I was 13.…

  • 2024-05-11

    brain damage

    Near death situations lead to brain damage oh so many times over. So do psych hospitals in this regard. for instance, most recently, I was beaten half to death outside a psych ward and left to die on a body bag by the side of the road outside the hospital. once again, I was found…

  • 2024-05-11

    about aliens

    they justify my life it used to be said that a writer writes to justify his or her existence. I wasn’t able to write in the style that I once dreamed of. I realize now that with a broken pud (in other words, private area, like, “pudenda”—is that a Jewish term?), I would not have…

  • 2024-05-11

    a trinity of posts about the AT&T debacle

    the last is for the win. the last is back to nccotus business. it is about new business here. it is about about aliens creeping in through all this and making things right in a whole new way. Like the Hopkins malpractice, it is still serious malfeasance. I will leave it to my father to…

  • 2024-05-11

    AT&T debacle 38 years later

    me on the smoking deck of an ALF in West Reading 38 years later: ”The proof is in the pud!” Ha ha! me at the Haven Tower Unit in Reading 2021: : “You can’t put the pussy back in the bag!” Ha ha! I have a son. It is Mother’s Day tomorrow. It is possible…

  • 2024-05-11

    about the AT&T anti-Trust disbandment lawsuit

    a blast back from the 80’s. My family was hurt so badly in this regard. Down the years it has amounted to world-wide catastrophe. Because of the involvement of powers and principalities through my father’s work at AT&T Bell Laboratories and connections there and my connections through my time at Harvard College. Which I was…

  • 2024-05-09

    for Ian

    it seems like all my life I have waited to see my son Ian. I waited patiently as with one thing after another he as taken away from me. then, it was like the color Purpke. Except, it was a white woman angering a black man in power. I was pressed into service and so…

  • 2024-05-09

    about 2008

    I violated Obama’s “transparent transition team” in the worst way when I sent that email at 4 a.m. about my horrific, awake abortion in Allentown, PA in early 1990. I felt so guilty about this. like, he was fragile and incubating and had a beautiful dream of his presidency. And I ripped it up. I…

  • 2024-05-09

    candid photo

    me outside an ALF in West Reading where I have bern staying for almost 5 months. Hoping to go home.

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