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in recent weeks I have had the chance to launder my life of the obstacles that have beset me since the very beginning, especially since the beginning of my experience in MH world. In my approach to religious faith I encountered aliens. Last night it all came to a head when I finally, at last…
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that day in Texas when the psychiatrist rendered a diagnosis of partial complex seizures was such a desperate thrill. I went to pick up Alex at work. Unfortunately he was having some trouble that day and was delayed. In my desperation I called him an asshole. He said, “I am not an asshole.” He was…
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talking wirh my father today in the car I explained my weirdness. To myself as well as him. I have s significant handicap in the weirdest way across so many basic levels of functioning. Like an autist I was brilliant at mathematics, especially geometry. I had a real gift. But i had a bizarre deficiency…
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my father has two significant causes of grief today. first, Judith is identified as living and staying with relatives in BC and not wanting to return to the States. Second, it’s all out about aborted Arthur Robyn and he doesn’t know where to look. My issue is that I am a crippled and needy being…
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about an escrow account that I need to catch up with in Allentown tomorrow with Bernard. after eggs benedict at my favorite all day breakfast restaurant. It’s to finally get my head out of TBH Hospital here in Reading where I am still stuck after 5 months being out at an ALF nearby there. it…
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Spielberg has been called but declined. I am wondering if Disney would make a go of it differently than as I worked it here. about MH world my alien artwork tablet is out there on line for sale on eBay. The movie is called “The Spanish Spoon Trick.” About a Puerto Rican psych tech (Olivia?)…
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can be more devastating than an abortion. my mother was such a beautiful soul. on my 5th birthday, she went to the hospital with abdominal pain. They did exploratory surgery. It turned out it was an ectopic pregnancy. She would have died without the help of this surgery. But everything changed after that. I kept…
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but I didn’t know it. I always remembered summer at my parents friends house at Cape May NJ. something horrible happened. Arthur Robyn was conceived. but I know I loved the baby because I am finally released to feel that little girl’s feelings and the truth of the baby. All this time there was a…
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when I was a little girl I was always having accidents. at the Friendly’s restaurant I regularly knocked over my chocolate milk. At the airport I tinkled on the floor. At home. I was always stubbing my little toe on the doorway. I remember walking straight into a screened door. I was a constant frustration…
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