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  • 2024-05-24

    Lynda, a stalker

    My religious formation came at a cost. after the state hospital, I was pursued by a religious stalker who I call Lyndack. This was in 1988 and 1989. she finally jumped out of me 15 minutes ago, for good. she was a dirty minded, sick, silly, immature little person who drew me into her world…

  • 2024-05-22

    Jesus will prevail

    evidence of the mole-wart surgery end of June 2021. How you see the absence of something. Jesus is the one sure thing. Aliens had to step in. It was just that bad what had to happen to clear out that closet. my true colors broke through this is the meme for aliens come to Earth…

  • 2024-05-21

    free-floating resentment

    because of being unwillingly and unwittingly forced into a racist stance through Obama’s mishandling my naive and ignorant behavior surrounding his election in 2008. He was being similarly naive and immature. But he was being paid and acknowledged and supported. I was alone and helpless on s lifelong course of minimal SSDI. Which he tried…

  • 2024-05-21

    Pictorial of Ian

    you’ll be okay in the end, Ian.

  • 2024-05-21

    Corrections to my last 24 hours work

    first of all, I was directed off of the purpose of my pictorial representation of my relationship with my sister, Claire, which was to make atonement for putting it into her head to go to Smith College. It is foggy in my mind now but I did bear her ill will over Wernersville State Hospital.…

  • 2024-05-21

    quotes and pictures

    policies More policies. My color sympatico. Everyone has one. my passion is my son’s cats. portrait of Ian in Buffalo, after Ian was born, I saw that all life was like a crystal that shattered. Then, in Maryland, after Hopkins, I saw “shards…the fragments returnung, resuming…” it’s all coming back together now, in this crystalline…

  • 2024-05-20

    my relationship with my sister Claire in pictures…

    …another part of the storyboard 1 2: 3: 4: I came to know my sister in ‘83 for the first time when I was at home in Summit, NJ when I was at home on a forced leave of absence from Harvard College and didn’t know the Lord. I turned to her in my distress…

  • 2024-05-20

    Bitter moments

    …fragile containers… where it started: the clamped catheter incident April 1986 the ghoul epiphany followed: I learned things about life and death that I was too young in my soul to know. a posse outside my Black friend Brenda’s townhouse in Maryland in the 90’s. I lived down the row. I didn’t realize at the…

  • 2024-05-19

    Bad Energy

    Long ago Berks County, PA was in the news worldwide as the worst county in America for incest. like everybody else I thought at first that this was about sex within families but then realized it was about inbreeding in a culture where close cousins married not realizing it as the community was so insular,…

  • 2024-05-19

    The Murphy Mackintosh Clan: an epiphany

    me as I am today in an interior way clan of the cat aliens: the minimice Bernard if he were an American Bernard in older age my take on the crucifixion the chaste conception of Ian, a holy hi-tech birth Ian: shiny the Dove Lynne in LA at that time Alex in Florida years later:…

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