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  • 2024-05-27

    perspective

    I am hoping from a reprieve from this situation. a major swathe of reality just swept my vision clear over the last decade and a half of my life. Ian’s eye injury in 2009; then, the tasering of me a year or more later. Next, nothing until my Lamictal overdose in 2016 and the Pimavanserin…

  • 2024-05-27

    More About Ian

    I was a childhood Cold War soldier in a New Jersey basement. My father was a childhood WWII soldier in Hull, England. My husband’s father was sn actual foot soldier overseas in WWII. my son, Ian, took the brunt of all of this while living as a socialite in the lovely town of Seminole, Florida.…

  • 2024-05-25

    about Ian in South Florida

    …in other words, the Tampa Bay Area. we were held for abuse there in the most serious way. my psychiatrist/therapist in Maryland warned me about it but I wasn’t ready for it. Dr. McRae in old Tampa, a lovely area, tried to step in and help but by then I was off the rails. He…

  • 2024-05-25

    abusive situation

    the abusive situation was engendered by my mother. My sister was involved, but I am beginning to understand that where she is involved it is through my mother’s leading, even where it appears that she, my sister, is taking the lead. those evenings that I was waiting for a call from Alex they were waiting…

  • 2024-05-25

    Alex

    saint’s qualities a warrior a ship captain who had to set sail. it was over for us in Seminole, Fla—one of the most beautiful cities in America. he liked to blast the 70’s Mercedes in the garage at 4 a.m. It belonged to his mother. He missed her so much. He claimed he saw her…

  • 2024-05-25

    childhood

    my sister gave me so much trouble. she had my mother and I did not. my father also. cute loquacious little girl. and I had nothing to offer but a wart mole and a broken pud. Organic personality disorder misunderstood. it was like a bad inverse of the Rain Nan. I heard that movie was…

  • 2024-05-24

    about J McCormick, the Lodge Program, WSH 1987-1988

    I lost my analogies. I started to take my mind apart trying to figure out this person, the founder and director of the program, who put a common who’re ahead of me in the worst throes of my life as a Harvard College grad failure and undergraduate literary magazine editor. He quit his tenure there…

  • 2024-05-24

    jettisoning some old stuff

    like my sister in Somerville, MA in ‘85. My sister in Claverly Hall, Harvard College in late ‘82. My sister in a video clip that came to my mind around 2021 or 2022 when I was extraordinarily preoccupied with a positive work to help my son and myself and did not have the time or…

  • 2024-05-24

    about snowflake

    per my last post About stalkers Hopkins was stalking me doesn’t need explanation—obviously, because of the lawsuit. snowflake does. those who have been following me know what that term is about. it is about Mrs. M.s ankle when we took some people on a tour of Manhattan in 1996. She twisted her ankle and we…

  • 2024-05-24

    stalkers

    I was in a sorry state over this. Consider the condition of my paperwork and dirt all over the floor at the cottage, a place that lures you in… I just explained about Lyndack. Hopkins and Snowflake don’t need further explaining. The last one, “AIFAMieDIY (sign of the fish) (?) I can’t explain. SLG (also…

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