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now this is about time travel which we have through ALIENS. ”Back to the Future” was my favorite movie of all time but I couldn’t quite grasp time travel back then in the 80’s when that film came out. Through aliens and without the wart-mole I am able to see it now. For repentance and…
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Elementary School there was a sweet help to him but in an adverse way. Those kids were randomly abusing him much as I have been experiencing here. I saw it but I didn’t. I was so fixed on me and how I was harming him not meaning or wanting to that I couldn’t see beyond…
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after 38 years I am finally ORIENTED. I have returned to the city of Reading, PA since I was a young child. My family lived in NJ but my parents had friends with two young boys here and we visited throughout my youth. it felt so odd to be at Wernersville State Hospital age 24…
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sick sorry shame in a world of Hollywood romances and R-rated movies and porn we do it in the aftermath, seeing what we’ve done. we sell our sick shit to morally pure 3rd World countries loving to taint them. not even knowing what we are doing to ourselves. promiting prophylaxis and abortion to peoples who…
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in a 4 part series …at the cusp of a millenium things get lost at such a time. anniversaries are so important we were so worried about the turn of the 21st century (1984, 2001, the Y2K bug, and so many other things). We let a lot of things go. I was stuck in the…
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fireworks… the desperation like my brother he loved fireworks desperately I used to light fires in the ashtray on the patio at the house in New Providence. And loved to call myself a pyro. I really was a real weirdo. organic personality disorder. Ian was not. But he was so supportive of me. I so…
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…about the cusp of the millenium I felt so lost. Alex was doing Y2K work. We were on the inside of it. I was a party to some other inside work that I don’t care to name. I see now that others had some similar issues. The problem for me was the isolation. Ian did…
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aborted and living… …on the cusp of the 3rd millennium and the 21st century… mine was desperately trammeled and harmed in a way that I became numb to through my own pain over him and a large part of it was the two dead children and one of them literally inhered in our midst through…
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Donald Trump in prison? Jo Biden about to be indicted? our nation is in serious trouble! snowflake could easily step in and take control. we need to be wary of our interior borders. Fortress America is no longer safe. We have been boarded in an interior way. I have heard that there is a vision…
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as opposed to Dad/Grandad Bernard; a beautiful super civvy being where Dad Alex was forged in a military family it as a tough one for me to make that shift. It was an act of mercy, courage, and grace by Alex to take me as his wife and mold me from nearly dead to be…
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