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  • 2024-06-10

    My motherhood; Ian’s babyhood

    they let MR individuals to be parents. my mother viciously accused me of harm to my son, and pointed to rules where the rules about the “tender years” in a mother and child should be broken. it was so sick what she did. I was having significant trouble because I needed HELP as ANY woman…

  • 2024-06-10

    white woman’s rage

    stepping out as a mature white woman in American society today. known to step out for geriatric men and women in medical situations. it used to be about white male bashing. Now it’s women. they do it so sweetly. Women of color and non white races and cultures band against us. I am finished with…

  • 2024-06-10

    text message to my son

    “I am refriended by an old friend who I oughtn’t to have fallen into bed with in Somerville MA post-Harvard in ‘84. Refriended, if only in my mind. As of last night in the dinner line-up. Our break-up song played. “And she was.” Talking Heads.” And then there he was. Just friends. As it ought…

  • 2024-06-10

    Persecution issues: emails to my father and son

    Also organic personality disorder, usually swept under the rug, it is generally not a pretty situation, for instance, I learned of it through a woman who had been in a car accident who was at an OCR program to test people for their employability.  I was deemed unemployable.  This woman sat in the of the…

  • 2024-06-09

    Relief for Ian

    through all of this attention in recent years, my son has had the chance to reach his majority. and I can release him to a less pronounced place in my life. FOR HIS BENEFIT. It has been taxing for me to see the pain and horror in his life as a child and young adult.…

  • 2024-06-08

    quitting

    I quit. I just quit. I just quit the Harvard Advocate undergraduate literary magazine as I should have back then. that’s 42 years bad water over the dam. I was homeless at Harvard and clinging to straws. I ought to have known it and faced up to it. I was in so deep. I pick…

  • 2024-06-08

    WSH; BC Prism

    my therapist in Bethesda, MD, in the mid 90’s compared a psychotherapist to a prism. I had been on a very difficult psych ward and when I out I compared it to being in his “prism” but he thought I was saying “prison” and, no matter how many times I said it, he didn’t get…

  • 2024-06-08

    technology, Christianity, and outer space

    Add Thomas Edison and Alexander Graham Bell to the list of Saints, in their case, saints of modern technology. I used to disdain the refrigerator and the shower as modern day luxuries unwarranted. Ha ha! They didn’t used to shower in Europe as we do in America and they didn’t always have refrigerators. I am…

  • 2024-06-08

    ALIENS

    new cross necklace ! I have been waiting for months. Didn’t have a lot of money to spend. Cultured pearls on a sterling silver chain. … I do understand the power of a confidentiality agreement. I signed one in my twenties that was comparatively minor but it held me all my life. It drove me…

  • 2024-06-08

    Sister Claire

    was also infant tortured in a psychological way. Through what they did to me. They made it a jealousy thing. They taught her to want absolutely anything I had or got. She learned to believe at a young age that anything I had actually belonged to her. she got my lovely room when I went…

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