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Bill Gates will be one! hey Dad! things got bad at the end but then it wasn’t the end. Maybe it could be good again. telecommunications are the upshot of hi-tech, an outgrowth of Bell Labs, started with the telephone. A whole new way of talking, we communicate in our minds. The cell phone keeps…
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I got a pair of diamond earrings for my Kent School graduation. I was pissed. Other students got cars. I worked so hard for that. I had a theory about those earrings. Looking back in recent years That they were tracking me in social and sexual situations at Harvard. I didn’t wear them that often…
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a few nights ago, maybe a week, I lifted myself up here as having been made to be an experiment via my farher’s contract with AT&T and, thereby, the government. AT&T was government controlled at that time. My mother didn’t want me. She was still breastfeeding my brother. She didn’t really want him either. I…
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I was so interiorly stressed through the organic personality disorder (OPD). It was all I could do as I had nothing to hold to but the bad diagnosis of schizophrenia that people hedged on it and no appropriately targeted help. I struggled to do better than anyone else when in fact I was nonverbal, couldn’t…
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I am finally ORIENTED over recent years. Specifically, since the return to PA in 2012. the Lamictal OD in 2016 had me queered off of life as I knew it ever since. Recently the weird music fripom the Klonopin overdose in Florida around 2009 went out if me and I realized I was finally over…
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my father needed help all his life and couldn’t get it. nobody, eg, a psychiatrist or therapist, could get hegemony over him because he was too high up, too secret stuff, the confidentiality agreement, et cetera. He must have felt so isolated. I have finally figured him out. he had his own form of organic…
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Cougars in the atmosphere all over the world. in other words, aliens. started here on the floor in the 3 p.m. med line. they eat up the leapords and Appaloosas that people called here; every time. after 3 years of trepidation and abuse over reporting aliens, I am finally BREAKING. I don’t care any more.…
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I was always worried about those two books, my mother said she got the Little Princess by mistake because they didn’t have the Secret Garden (by the same author). And I was worried about “Pride and Prejudice” because I was being so rude to my mother by picturing her as the silly Mrs. Bennet in…
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How I loved that book! At Kent School, it was replaced by “Pride and Prejudice”. I read it as a good read as opposed to literary study, the language felt familiar to me. In both cases a weak father and a mean mother figure. I rode those books all my life. I was enamored of…
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I started smoking Freshman year at a boarding school. My parents caught me smoking in the bathroom on vacation spring term. they said that I had made a “choice.” To smoke. which I had, I had decided before I went away there that I would smoke. I wanted to smoke with the bad girls in…
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