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I felt like I was picked for this. I was a lonely little English girl left behind over an abortion and dumped there. My roommate was a Black girl on scholarship from Harlem. She was wise and wary, I was not. we were both placed in a remedial English class with a lovely Scottish military…
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see my last post, “Affirmative Action” Celebrating White Pride today. we have all taken a beating since 2008. I am sticking to my own kind now. Also Queer Pride. for the pud issue. also Jewish Pride.
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I finally learned to go to faith through the back door: through fear of Satan and fear of Hell. I learned through my father, who believes in God but hates Him, to believe that Gods exists for others but not for me. This fear plagued me through my life. It was also differently from my…
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Alex, Happy Father’s Day. I am starting on a course to write a novel about love in America. It will be called “The Goose That Laid the Golden Egg.” That would be Ian. It will be a fictionalized account of our lives. And mine before I met you as well. Bless you and have a…
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No Puerto Ricans in my British American playbook. No Spanish speaking culture in the UK. Just as there are no American slave legacies in a British American. Puerto Ricans have always been a tough one for me. Starting at Wernersville State hospital. a young man with a wild eye was coming to my bedroom saying…
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Oral thrush, bad haircut, gum and tooth pain… are a small price to pay… but need to soon be attended… I thought that abbyhillonline and her stroke against roe v wade was the purpose of the prophet I became. but now I see me here today and what came out here yesterday and I know…
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at the end of an ill fated relationship with a roommate outside Cambridge after graduation from Harvard when I was very ill, my psychoanalyst asserted to me that I wanted him to be “my man.” I didn’t really understand at the time, I was just so lost. I see it here now. As my relationship…
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I have so badly neglected to speak of God here. through this posting, I have cleared away the banal bullshit of a lifetime that was getting in the way of my faith life. 41 years of psychoanalysis finally resolved today. It got off to a bad start but I finally was able to pull through…
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they are trying to return me to the state hospital near here 38 years later, knowing I would be ripped limb from limb in arrival. The county prison would be the same. I have been at the point of these threats since I got here 5 1/2 months ago but they have kept themselves to…
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