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  • 2024-06-23

    ALIENS are my welcome

    So, that night back in late 2020, I was all alone in that antique cottage with an ALIEN after losing my mother and my brother, almost losing my own life; all after a horrible divorce and unwelcome here after a relocation. I am trying to reach back here for support with this situation but it is…

  • 2024-06-23

    my novel

    it is going to be a beautiful novel I have 3 chapters a fictionalized account of my life. called “Love in America” I am now employed. this ends “Catch 22”

  • 2024-06-23

    about ALIENS; about PA

    About ALIENS I came back to PA expecting a welcome. But it was not the case.  Either with my family or in the community. I had forgotten about how it takes a long time here to make your way.  People here go back generations, never leaving the state.  And they have a long memory:  I…

  • 2024-06-22

    serving him in the waiting…

    As the med line wanes… …I was apprised of the Trump visit to Philly just right despite efforts to block me from news of it on the t.v. A few feet away. ”God help us all” that’s the message I took away as I watched this floor and the fake news efforts to sleight the…

  • 2024-06-20

    about hegemony vs supremacy

    I was just talking to a bus driver. it was something I used to do earlier in my life. It was a Black man. He passed through to me something astonishing and I knew to come right here to publish it abroad. Black men and woman the world over do not need supremacy over all…

  • 2024-06-19

    about South Florida

    …about Joann I was in such a sick place in my soul there. I was giving Rob M money because I had it and they needed it. To take care of Ian because I couldn’t. It takes a village to raise a child. They just didn’t get it how I honored her. He was cuddly…

  • 2024-06-18

    about Alberto S…

    …about Wernersville State Hospital ..about an Indian doctor there who called me manipulative about how the Hispanic/latino community works together to down a person like me for hate even so many years later Hispanic/latino = hot temper Anglo Saxon equals slow and bland I did not understand the rage of this Hispanic male and how…

  • 2024-06-18

    sweet moments that aren’t

    I learned late in life to let go of things that feel very sweet or pleasurable or delightful but are actually malfeasant or even evil. like a beautiful locution in a long poem that leads to trouble and you just have to let it go and go another way. I am thinking right now about…

  • 2024-06-18

    about my sister—to the good

    although I do not appreciate how she has handled it, that is largely on my parents. recently I have begun to understand about the pressures she was under having me as a sister throughout her life. ”Pressures”—that applies more to my brother. With Claire, it was more like dire terror. I am beginning to see…

  • 2024-06-17

    about my sister

    I have been endangered by this person since she was born and my mother had the mother cat put down so that she wouldn’t scratch her. Leaving behind 3 abandoned kittens and two lost souls, me and my brother. over the years I was used and abused by this person who had carte blanche from…

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