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we are all called to be prophets in Christ. I have been a spearhead in this regard. my son has relinquished this mantle back to me. it is incredible what has happened through 24 hours rest in this regard! I have human Love back upon my soul that was getting lost in the mix. Too…
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”Hope, faith and love, And Love is the greatest of these…” (1 Corinthians 13; 1-13) I was deficient in Love because of my sexual damage. The physical apparatus of human love was damaged. I had a psychiatrist/therapist who treated me like a human being. He called me a psychopath! But at least he accepted me…
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I went through a phase in which I warred against my father’s role in early hi tech and tried to derail the shrinked IC that created “tinsel technology” in place of more humanoid, curvy vacuum technology. then, more recently I see that the IC as we know it is part of our pathway into outer…
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hi tech aristocracy created a beautiful child forged in pain and suffering. the it (me) the bit (Alex) and the byte (my father watching over us)… create Ian!!! a spectacular being!!!
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I never asked to become a prophet and I am now relinquishing this mantle to Ian. we were so close at one time that I had to find a way to let him separate from me. Serious boundary issues problem there. His thoughts merged into mine. My thoughts and expressions come to me from out…
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Update on my college personal essay 45 years later. I wrote about running away from home. Then, I had to go to college as a runaway! so, after “reveling in misery under the overhang of a roof at a Grand Union” I was completely lost on a nearby highway and took a ride from a…
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…that still matters… my barely toddler son was left in his safety seat in the car in the same filthy garage where I all but lost my life confined there to smoke before Alex rescued me in the late 80’s. as we celebrated my father’s ordinary birthday, in other words,it wasn’t a particularly special year.…
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left to die of a poisoning combined with heat stroke on an ALF in Reading, PA. it’s sort of like me and my father. no matter what he tries to do, there is no way he is able to give me a stone. A parent just can’t. The Lord doesn’t let him. He always works…
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I was moonlighting as a “little woman” in college when I ought to have been considering whether I really belonged at Harvard. I had written my college personal essay about running away from home before Senior year and then my early college experience was sort of like that and maybe that was why they didn’t…
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