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it started with a very very bad Thanksgiving dinner when I lost my shit and didn’t have anybody to tell me to take a shower. obviously my mother should have. It was her house. She needed to offer me a set of clothes. no Alex. He was the one who would have stepped in to…
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he needed to know about Steve and I and our friends in the basement and elsewhere. strip poker with him and me and Dave and Wendy and then he tried to pop me behind the couch and couldn’t. And then he tried to start something one afternoon when Stuart and Ellen were there and I…
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(see the posts, coming out and coming out; 2) I am now free to be me. I see that I lived an as-if personality all my life, it became conscious after the “ghoul epiphany” after which nothing made sense. now that I see the meaning in the ghoul epiphany it truly is one and I…
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obviously when that happened with the kitten freshman year at Harvard and with the Harlem roommate Freshman Year at Kent School I was belabored under the experience of the abortion of Arthur Robyn, a baby by my father at age 13. They knocked me out and took me to a clinic in Manhattan after taking…
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about a little cat that got lost from an apartment in the City of Somerville, MA, near Cambridge, in 1985. about cat world. there is a moral and mortal order in the worst things that the Lord does. I was met with the echo of my own little grey cat a hundred times over through…
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From the floor back to my website… I am LGBTQueer. finally coming out as such even to myself. damaged even as an infant and then a blow to my crotch at around age 5. similar to someone who have a failed sex change operation. I had feelings even in my childhood of being a male…
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the nccotus is a militant order called to reform the Catholic Church in America which has become lackluster due to the pressure of secular humanism rampant in banal bureaucratic politics in Washington and the force of popcorn romantic comedies and sexualizing pop rock. and porn and sex shops and the encouragement of sex of sex…
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this is an alabaster statuette of mother Mary that shows up as Black on my tablet and this iPad. Likewise, the statuette of St. Benedict—patron saint against poisonings—turned from the brown habit to white. This is the mantle on the sealed, ancient fireplace in the upper room of the cottage at Springstone Hollow where so…
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more about British vs Spanish language in the United States of America. We used to talk about how language is “value laden.” British English is rational and logical. Spanish is a Romance language. Brits are cool as a cucumber. Latinos are known to be hot-tempered and passionate. there is a natural conflict there. don’t know…
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…by Latino/Hispanuc forces at play in my situations. my theory is live and let live. their’s is live and let die. there is an ancient empire dispute inherent in the language and a reason for it in the framing of the original parts of this country such as the Constitution and the Declaration of Independence.…
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