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  • 2025-12-22

    who found who

    it was always like that with me and Alex: “Who found who?” I was literally rescued from the trash dump in my parents fly filled garage smoking cigarettes a few feet away from b the trash cans. he was a rescue from imminent homelessness after losing two jobs in a row at the brink of…

  • 2025-12-22

    about my mother; about aliens

    when she took a beating that night it was the inception of aliens moving into Springstone Hollow. I couldn’t have known it at the time; nor could anyone else. something terrible was happening to me. I was out in the driveway screaming “It’s the end of my life. It’s the end of my life.” My…

  • 2025-12-21

    punishment opportunities

    I have borne the brunt of punishment opportunities in my family for the longest time. when Claire’s horse died after she went away to Smith College they put the pain on me. Put down my cat, said he ran away. I grieved for years. they also put an act of service on me to hold…

  • 2025-12-21

    about Claire

    she claims that I deliberately placed her at Smith College to make her the brunt of the old Harvard joke, “Smith to bed, Wellesley to wed.” she was so paranoid! she came back from her first year wearing a felt hat just like the ones I, Sue and Keene wore to the boys school at…

  • 2025-12-21

    new info

    so, someone here discerned that, in the wake of the lesion being removed from the side of my nose, 4 1/2 years ago, my significant problem is the injury to my clitoris sustained three times. first, I was kneed in the crotch By my brother at about age 5. Last, I was decimated heart mind,…

  • 2025-12-20

    households

    this hotel is now my household. st.Joseph is the patron st. of households.i have another household with my son remotely. will be lifting up both households in a memorare to St. Joseph. Jesus is my home wherever I may be. the Son of God has no place to lay down his head. That is somewhere…

  • 2025-12-19

    murky waters

    so, about Billy Holiday. I saw the movie a month or two ago and was completely drawn in, not realizing that she was a Black woman with issues as any other Black woman. She appealed to me in my mind to “keep doing what I was doing” (re Black World) and I was so flattered.…

  • 2025-12-19

    no cell phone

    what a wild and crazy ride! no cell phone for 3 weeks! my old one got broken and we couldn’t afford to replace it. I have been living in hotels as I got thrown out of my residence for smoking, well I left in protest because I was verboten not to smoke. Then I returned…

  • 2025-12-02

    changes

    So, it was all a mix up about the boy friend at Harvard on the outs in Autumn ’81 after a 2 year relationship, and my special computer program that generated essays on input poetry; endorsed by my section leader he said that would be incredible!. so I did it to the enth if my…

  • 2025-12-02

    This person has seen better days.

    here is your author. flat broke. waiting on a pack of cigarettes. losing weight. Fasting through the power of God as I can’t do it on my own: 50 lbs to lose by this time next year. Have been trying to do this since the 90’s. an image from the home I left 5 months…

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