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  • 2024-10-10

    about a friend on the Advocate

    about a friend on the Advocate

    Who got mad at me. 41 years ago. I was such an inferior being. I had everybody’s support as a figurehead. just riding out the year as “president of the Advocate.” but this person was harmed by my antics as I tried to play a political game just for the hell of it as I…

  • 2024-10-08

    about aliens

    it is a beautiful October day. blue skies. crisp weather. October is my birthday month. I am just getting my head around the fact that my birthday month is also Halloween month. I never cared much for Halloween. Or my birthday. I usually spent my birthday on my own. at age 62 I have the…

  • 2024-10-08

    Sibling Rivalry: A Journey of Love and Loss

    Sibling Rivalry: A Journey of Love and Loss

    once upon a time this person was my baby sister. she trounced me from my position as the little sister and I was supposed to woman up and take care of her without compensation for the loss of my position as the baby sister myself. I changed her diapers for instance. When my parents went…

  • 2024-10-08

    Emigrating to America

    see my recent post at unbonmot.com It is about “snowflake” the first and worst Arab terrorist group and how Jesus will always defeat jihad and how to defeat terror with hilarity. And joy. It is about what to do if you have signed on with a terrorist group in your youth or at a low…

  • 2024-10-04

    Lessons in Forgiveness: A Journey of Change

    Lessons in Forgiveness: A Journey of Change

    About a post I made in error at poet interrupted in 2013. I all but lost my life over it. coming back after all these years to say so. I antagonized an old friend and his father, two beloved luminaries in the literary world with whom I was acquainted through my association with the Harvard…

  • 2024-09-30

    Why Michael Jackson Still Matters Today

    Why Michael Jackson Still Matters Today

    …are my most favorite non-Christian rock arts. I still remember the day that Michael Jackson went. I was in my car with Ian on in the way to buy Fourth of July fireworks. He was upset. He said Michael Jackson was a pervert. I felt bad for standing up for him if the kids felt…

  • 2024-09-28

    Navigating Financial Support Challenges

    Navigating Financial Support Challenges

    my father may have cut me off from the funding he has been supplying. you may not be seeing me here or on my email or on my cell phone until this problem has been resolved. It is about a lawsuit I have filed against my exhusband for unpaid assets and alimony. everything runs through…

  • 2024-09-27

    Retroactive Healing in a Relationship: Transforming Pain into Growth

    Retroactive Healing in a Relationship: Transforming Pain into Growth

    I always pictured Dad Alex as a monk somewhere in his soul. I read “A Clergyman’s Daughter” by George Orwell when I was in college and absolutely adored that book although I don’t remembered it very well now. when I had borne Ian I was writing about him and I had one line that wouldn’t…

  • 2024-09-27

    Facing God’s Silence: A Personal Reflection

    Facing God’s Silence: A Personal Reflection

    so, a couple of weeks ago the Lord showed me that I had disappointed Him. it was the worst feeling I ever had. because there was no go to. I realized that He had turned His face from me months before that. prophet no more. I finally understood that He forgave me. Because I needed…

  • 2024-09-26

    Coping with Unexpected Health Challenges

    Coping with Unexpected Health Challenges

    I don’t remember where or when this started but a week or more ago someone put extraneous snot into my applesauce at dinner time and I became very ill. it was part wet and part hard. It stuck to the roof of my mouth as I slurped down the delicious cinnamon applesauce not realizing what…

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