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about the bay gelding race horse I ought to have seen that Alex would have seen trouble in what I said about the thoroughbred who was too much for me when I went away to Kent School at 13. I wrote another short poem that began, ominously, ”I am that I am said the cradle…
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There is a DH Lawrence quote, I think that it is from “The Rainbow,” “When you encounter a superior being, the only possible response is Love.” That is what happened to me in my relationship with my ex-husband, his then unknown history notwithstanding. Our song mutually was the Backstreet Boys song “As long as you…
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I do bad things when I get hurt. I have to apologize to Joann. she cheated on me with Alex. my sons best friend’s mother. But there are reasons this happened. it was his fault not hers. I understand that it was about Zydek. I know by what he did about his badly I hurt…
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about the epicurean its about subtle and distinct pleasures like a particular sauce at Arigatos Japanese steak house on 66th street in St. Petersburg that he just had to have more of. like brushing my left breast with his elbow in Texas before we got married and setting me in motion. I said please don’t…
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Alex was a real foodie like his sister and I became one too. it was the antidote to the state hospital. Someone at the psych ward in California where I was carrying Ian said, “If you eat in a place like this you will never eat again.” That was like me at the state hospital.…
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this post is a long time coming this place is under constant surveillance by military and news planes and copters. the police also keep up a steady presence. it was the same at my father’s home at the edge of the county before I came here. Military planes and also the iron pigs were circling…
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had a horrific seizure last night because my methocarbamazol for muscle spasms was stopped suddenly when too much was going on. that is between me and my doctors but how I was treated here and within my family is not. my father has disinherited me and is proceeding to disown me. Still, I realized that…
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my father always liked the expression from the Latin, “veni, vidi, vici,” which translates as “I came, I saw, I conquered.” I have applied this expression liberally recently to talk about how groups have come to America expecting to take over. since yesterday I have a new take on this expression that applies to everybody.…
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I was a “President” myself back in the 80’s in a microcosm of the president national situation. I remember feeling like a real whore, I took men to bed in my redoubled efforts to save the Harvard Advocate, the boyfriend I was breaking up with told me he “would love to watch the Advicate going…
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