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  • 2025-12-26

    Baptismal Counseling: A Personal Reflection on Betrayal

    Baptismal Counseling: A Personal Reflection on Betrayal

    I forgot to put it out there about baptismal counseling by Sister Marie at St. Mary’s RCC Kutztown, who dicked me over about an affair she wanted to have. I turned to Miss Deb at the clinic that I am currently trying to return to and she took Sister Marie’s side. I was telling myself…

  • 2025-12-26

    about inhering

    so, I remember now about why I had to leave the practice I am trying to return to. the psychotherapist appeared to be assembling evidence in favor of my sister’s plighted troth to put me in prison for sexual abuse and other abuse of her that never happened. all her life and earlier in mine…

  • 2025-12-26

    Understanding Sexual Injury: A Personal Journey

    Understanding Sexual Injury: A Personal Journey

    so, in my last post about sex and psychiatry I mentioned that I offended a psychiatrist at a practice that I have returned to. He is handicapped and so am I. I mentioned that when I was there this past Monday but didn’t realize what I might or might not have been saying to him…

  • 2025-12-25

    Navigating Relationships with Psychiatrists: A Personal Journey

    Navigating Relationships with Psychiatrists: A Personal Journey

    somewhere along the way I got the idea that it was cool to have a relationship on a psych ward. worse still, i got the idea it was good to get involved with your psychiatrist. it started with Dr. Rodenberger who was so angry with me for leaving Wernersville State Hospital–I packed my stuff and…

  • 2025-12-25

    about acute psychotic bug phobia.

    I am over this now hut it is still all over me. I sat in the dining room in Seminole under the bright white light if the glass chandelier and saw the bugs under my skull cap. that was when the real fear set in. I still believe they are in there at times. after…

  • 2025-12-25

    Macky

    Merry Christmas! my last post was a Christmas present to me. here is one for Ian, my son. he was found by the Arabs who visited Springstone Hollow in the nineties. He would have been 3 years old. I dont know why he wouldn’t have crawled out of the playpen. they all went over to…

  • 2025-12-25

    about Mackintosh and Blackworld

    it started with me in a mixed race community in Maryland near D.C. Cleaning the kitchen floor shortly after we moved in. I said “What’s this black scum under the tile grip?” Alex said, angrily, “What did you say?” it ended just now, in a hotel North of Philly, Alex is a thousand miles away.…

  • 2025-12-24

    it starts; 2

    everyone wanted Claire for the win. they want abortion. they want blow jobs! abortion is dangerous. blow jobs are Sodomy! I am a nun in the New Catholic Church of the United States of America–a reform movement which exists in this site. the Catholic church has fallen down in America under pressure from loose and…

  • 2025-12-24

    it starts

    my new years resolution this year is “to follow God; and let him make me Holy.” That just happened. lost control of a cigarette (Cigaretess are a good in their proper time and place googled “patron saint of smoking” last night, turns out that Saint Therese of Avila, the greatest saint of all time, smoked…

  • 2025-12-24

    the truth about the coffee throwing

    it started with a shove to my lower guts. and ended with a tasering. I all but lost my life that night. threw coffee at ian, my own son when in a pure panic turns out–Ian has been able to apprise me–that it was the inception of the ALLIENS entering the picture in a broad…

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