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  • 2024-12-11

    Finding Closure: The Story of Arthur Robyn

    Finding Closure: The Story of Arthur Robyn

    I couldn’t get to where I was trying to go with my last post. it was about Arthur Robyn, the child I lost at 13. Who has always eluded me. In recent weeks I have been convinced that he really existed, all the puzzle pieces seemed to fit. But I don’t have a scrap of…

  • 2024-12-11

    FREEDOM: full disclosure

    I ought to have been returned to the hospital when I pulled those kittens of Daisy’s up to my room one by one to assault them in their tiny minds. I put them to my breast as I had done to Domino in Mower A-31. I was in a state of terror. David at Wernersville…

  • 2024-12-11

    Understanding Marital Struggles: A Personal Journey

    Understanding Marital Struggles: A Personal Journey

    it all went so wrong. Or at least, it felt that way at the time. Now, I understand that he had it under his thumb just the way he needed it to be all along because of prior commitments that I continue to not be able to be apprised to for his safety as well…

  • 2024-12-11

    more coming out in the wash

    Daisy the cat and poor little Cocoa the mouse also know as Coco were friends to my soul. Daisy died a peaceful natural death of old age in the loving arms of my mother and father, all oldsters together, it was perfect for them, Alex had me all worried but I am assured she was…

  • 2024-12-11

    it’s all coming out in the wash

    I just forgave myself of whatever it was that led them to say that I was sinning when I left the voting booth in Seminole, Florida in 2008. I voted for McCain and a straight Republican ticket. I realize now that that was my sin: the straight Republican ticket: because I didn’t know anything about…

  • 2024-12-10

    about the kitten in Mower A-31

    for once and for all I believe they forgave the smoking because they knew I was a brilliant being and all but homeless. but couldn’t forgive it about the kitten. the British Lord in our class took a liking to Sally and brought a kitten that they found to Sally who didn’t really take responsibility.…

  • 2024-12-10

    Freshman week

    I was aced out of Harvard 5 minutes after my 2nd roommate arrived on the scene at Mower A-31 in Harvard Yard. I was so thrilled and relieved to meet Colleen from Ohio half an hour before, a homely and kind young woman. she had taken the single room in the suite. Sally, the 2nd…

  • 2024-12-10

    abbyhillonline

    I became androgynous through being abbyhillonline, a prolife protagonist back in 2018. I always had my mother’s boisterous tomboyish character set off against a shy a retiring person through my father. I hid after that. Then, after the alien experience I was “a face neither man nor woman, over a core on two stilts.” Was…

  • 2024-12-10

    in 2020…

    in 2920, after my mother’s death, I encountered an alien, in my terror, as I understood I was being tracked on all my devices I smashed and broke them all; including a beautiful old style very large computer/prnter/fax/scanner that was a little old and cruddy but still worked beautifully. I had brought it from Florida.…

  • 2024-12-09

    illness breeds insight

    I have been sick with food poising since yesterday morning, it’s been horrible, retching into the wastebasket here in this lowly room in an ALF. I surveiled an hour ago as I sat here on the bed feeling a little better, after studying my awkward frame in the mirror that was provided, thatwomen have three…

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