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generally I fear for my life in places like this. for obvious reasons! they cover for one another! and I am currently out of the idea phase and into the legwork phase of filing suit against “the best inpatient psychiatric facilities in the world.” Based on my horrific experience of care while I was there…
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I have experienced this at many times and places in my life and John’s Hopkins University Hospital Affective Disorders Unit was one of them. I realized this only recently, like, today. It’s so funny that I have launched a major anti-Semitic crisis as described in a recent post—over a nasty joke that got around. Because…
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Jews who become Catholic have a special place in the church. Jesus was Jewish. So were all of the disciples and all of the earliest Christians. Mother Mary was Jewish and so was Mary Magdalene. A Jew today has the antecedancy of their bloodlines in their veins. I feel so closely connected to King David…
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just cleared 100 tabs; next, 20,000 emails. A first time ever New Year’s act of love. it has been a beautiful holiday season as I let go of the past holidays after all of these years since the 80’s. I’m up n at em and showered and dressed in my Thursday best at 5:25 a.m.…
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you have it right there. That was one of them. “We are receptacles for men’s semen.” That was courtesy of my college roommates. Another from her: “Military intelligence is an oxymoron.” I’ve brought that out before for how ugly it is. At the time I took it in for the cleverness. Like the one about…
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woke up early to the sound of distant thunder. a clean breakfast. after some bad moments in my arising. had an interview first thing. with someone who has the powers to help me. Later in the day—just now in fact—had a medley of moments with God himself as seen in the warmth and holy fire…
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it has been an incredible day and a half in posting! the upshot is that I have come to the roots of my current issues. continuing with my flag at half mast this week and lifting uo my son in prayer. But also accentuating the positive. As previously stated it is importantly in doing so…
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dear Lord I am lifting up Ian to you in prayer for his relational issues. I do so fear for him for his series of predatory situations. it is true that sometimes a love can be one way. but that is different from a situation where a person is calculating harm in a relationship that…
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I made a mistake about sister in law Natalie’s weight. She probable weighs about 300 not 400. Who knows. Maybe she dropped all the weight again. she made a mistake about me. I suffered from my own serious eating disorder. It was just as serious even though it was not stamped with an obvious erroneous…
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y2k Alex’s mother committed suicide. it was all staged. he forced me to go there after a brutal move to derail me. Edson the Tampa psychiatrist stepped out to derail me in the wake of a horrific stay at the Spring domestic violence shelter in Tampa, Florida. Hauer, the lawyer there, was maintaining to me…
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