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  • 2025-02-22

    about Kent School

    ihave been making path straight and this “path” is one of them. I just flipped it around in my mind where it was negative where none of the boys talked to me and I felt so alone to be a positive—a healing time where I needed to be alone with not understanding about the baby…

  • 2025-02-21

    about Ian

    He has held me through every step of my walk in recent memory. sometimes when people are close the boundaries open wide and the minds merge. That can be frightening! sometimes I am not sure if it’s him or God talking. Sometimes God uses Ian’s voice to talk to me, I’m not always sure. I…

  • 2025-02-21

    about a terrific lawyer…

    …in south Florida who prefers to remain anonymous …has taken my case to the ropes. I have been able to completely redefine my life as stated in my last post. my ex husband has been so sweetly touched as we struggle to redefine the marriage and separation woes as we grapple to restore the marital…

  • 2025-02-21

    Back among the living

    just turned over a new leaf. since 1995 I have been in abeyance from my own life. that’s the way it was after the Lodge Program at Wernersville State Hospital in the 80’s.then, I had a fighting chance when I met Alex. But after having Ian and going to John’s Hopkins University Hospital “for a…

  • 2025-02-16

    the loop…

    …that has brought me back to order there were so many ill engendered moments in this regard. the bug phobia was one long plank that lasted about 7 years. The intensive lower GI woes lasted from 2003 until 2018 when a doctor finally stepped in to help. leaving Daisy in PA with my parents was…

  • 2025-02-16

    about the coffee throwing

    when I threw boiling hot coffee at Ian and accidentally hit him in the eyes… I didn’t know what I was doing! I had serious brain damage from the Klonopin overdose and I was completely clueless. I knew there was some kind of threat from the gathering down in the family room and recently I…

  • 2025-02-16

    heads will roll

    fantastic insights about Dad Mackintosh and his son my son about a brutal beating in a hotel room in Seattle. way back in the 2000’s Yahweh has gathered and collected this to pertain to the trip to England and the premeditated eye injury via a dart being thrown at him in Seminole in 2009. heads…

  • 2025-02-15

    the cause for abortion as we know it

    what is abortion and why do we do it young girls do it when they get pregnant by their boyfriends and are frightened. married women do it when they don’t want a third or fourth child. Women who are raped do it. Victims of incest do it. Adult women will get pregnant outside of wedlock…

  • 2025-02-15

    little girl David

    finally collected all the worst ugliest moments of my life and put them together in a loop in my mind. They were all about the abortion when I was 13. one thing and then another that I couldn’t understand at the time. Now, I am launching my sling at Hopkins for criminal malpractice for failing…

  • 2025-02-15

    about my marriage to Alex

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