nccotus

from what I came here to say.

met with an obstruction on the way out to smoke–per my biological sister–and fell down a bit.

Praying that its the last time I see her here in any way shape or form.

it’s bad enough what she has already done.

when she is here my father is not far behind. Grandstanding and making a case for her innocence over mine.

that should make the difference here: for any given person to know that Claire does not act alone where I, in contrast, have generally been left alone to help myself with bad consequences in such a regard.

witness my marriage, they destroyed it from its inception, from the first phone call, now, why didn’t I get that? With her it’s always about a phone call call. 35 years later I can finally pick that up and fix it. I am crying.

this is now tragic.

at least we have Ian. In one piece and living. For the time being. Lifting the three of us for a hedge of protection in this regard.

here you have a bit of action captured live, I meant to talk more about my new psych provider but suddenly gotta go.