nccotus

the first baby (see my last post it is short) may have been dead or dying. I was that sick.

we too a trip from here to Ohio for an interview for him as he got let go from a new job in the midst of Desert Storm in the midst of Desert Storm.

He lived here where I am now near Philly and I lived an hour North where I met him.

I rubbed my belly and felt sick.

we took a walk in the woods near a stream at a nearby state park and for a few moments I felt safe.

My point is that I needed to see a doctor and was treated with derision at the abortion clinic because of my MH condition and everything pertaining to it.

no safety net in Abortion World at that time. No safety net for a sick and dying woman or her sick and dying child.

I had plenty of time to go from the clinic to be seen by a doctor and that was what I wanted and needed.

instead, she told me I would see a doctor. And I had to sign yes that I wanted an abortion, the doctor took a minute to verify that I was pregnant and then proceeded with the horrific procedure. An awake procedure on a damaged woman. I dont think he spoke much Enlish but he did understand my screams.

I had to leave the anteroom where I was crying and the staffers were giving me dirty looks.

I missed my followup a week or two later maybe three because I had to go out of town again, and they refused to schedule another. I think I had continuing pain and a