“my only dream…”

a young Black psych tech on a psych floor in Largo, Florida, said to me from outside the closed door to my bedroom, “The only dream I ever had was to kill a White woman like you.”

I already knew that a pack of young Black girls stumbling upon a lone white women would kill her, given the chance.

I have a lot of such info taken from years of absorbing and collecting in my travels around the United States of America as the wife of a Canadian civil engineer interested in social engineering, an itinerant philosopher. Finally landing in South Florida for 16 years where race wars were the most vicious. In that terrible heat I learned that a person like myself can’t really do much to help a Black soul or the race issues generally except to focus LOVE.

I saw the Billie Holiday movie on Saturday night a week and a half ago and changed my view . I just didn’t know! How bad it was!

Today, I learned about dog fights in South Philly. I cannot explain except to say that they will do the same thing to a woman. It is not pleasant to be exposed to this. But what about having to live it?

the two male dogs fight after being roused up over a female dog and then are permitted to take the female dog.

as the crowd cheers

so they have snuff films coming out of there also.

I had a social studies teacher in 7th grade(?) Who taught us about snuff films, leaving out the sex part.

Black men do worse to each other and their kind than what White men do to them. I do not know why.

I just wish it wish it would stop.

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