picking myself up off of so many bad places and returning to the living.
Feldman felt like one of them but there is a reason for the worst things we go through. .
he put me in touch with the worst places in my soul. That no one else was able or willing to touch.
one doctor working with him called him an amateur. Dr.Feldman himself described us as “close”
it was a very intense and also tense relationship.
recently I have heard he says bad things about me and always did.
I was very ill.
(this all went down in Florida, the Tampa Bay Area.)
he described himself as “shocked by my my fathers careless and irresponsible attitude
and told my mother to bury the axe”
people thought that we were having an affair but this was never true. The secretaries fostered this impression in the most awkward way as I sat in line in the office.
I was glad when it was all over. After that I picked up with an ace psychotherapist whom Zi stayed with for 6 years until it came time to leave Florida.in the end I was very grateful for Feldmans friendship at a time when no other provider was willing to help me.
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