nccotus

in high school I was unkempt and empty. Didn’t wash, boycotted food, had a poor sense of style.

Had had an abortion and was blocked from knowing it. Hard to explain about how that could happen.

obviously the boys went nowhere near me and at the time I didnt know why.

In college I learned that I could attract the attentions of a male being through my intellect combined with sex.

Then that c relationship fell apart in the most devastating way, and, several years later I was stranded in Harvard Square holding on to one man and then another who were SCARED OF ME because I was trapping 4hem sexually in a way that neither of us wanted.

I so badly needed to stay in the Boston area after that to resolve these issues but was ripped out of there per AT&T and Arthur Robin as pertained through AT&T

I wound up at Wernersville State Hospital in Berks County, PA instead; where I plugged myself into another inappropriately sexual relationship that lasted quite a long time before I landed back at my parents house when my psychiatrist gave me a talking to about my sexuality and I stayed off of men for about two years. I was dating somebody but no sex.

my takeaway from the state hospital was to meet and marry my husband exactly the way I did. We were both refugees from falls from Boston and the Reading community somehow threw us together and we left and went far, far away.

I was NOT a slut. Just a promiscuous person. There is a difference. I used sex like glue to hold on to a relationship.

Thank God I didn’t get pregnant.

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Social sex is such a vicious cycle.

sooner or later you get pregnant and have an abortion. Noone is allowed to tell you not to or warn you of likely consequences.

Abortion is an industry. Woman in the higher ups never even had one but see fit to advise us to defend our “right” to one and to protect us from the info we need to avoid one. Obviously millions would lose their jobs if women stopped getting abortions. Clinics would go out of business.

I never thought that it would happen to me.

all those years of inappropriate sex and I never got caught. Then suddenly I got caught by my ex husband and I was too sick to carry a child.

Arthur would have been a beautiful kid but a bastard in every sense of that term.

it took me a long time to pull myself out of all those books I read as a kid and learn to cope with reality and learning about the by opposite sex took the longest. I am still very awkward and shy but it’s getting less ugly as I move Arthur Robin off of my playbook to his death. An ugly thought but that’s where it needed to be.

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pro-abortionists are telling us what to do with our bodies.

They are also telling us what to think.

obviously that pertains to the feminist motive and agenda that started all this that they don’t advise you of. It’s so women can hold down jobs and pursue careers when a baby would get in the way, as simple as that.

but so many women would prefer a traditional role and traditionally female jobs in the workplace if asked.

we encourage kids at a young and vulnerable age to consider traditionally male jobs and to have a favorable view of abortion. It is a feminist nation to a flaw. Women are doing jobs that men do better.

we invite the rage of countries that retain a male dominated culture.

as for me, I have so seriously benefitted from the help of female doctors and lawyers. But recently it has gone too far. America has lost its moral core.

we are divided into 500 nations.

You could see it in Biden 4 years ago, a little man with good intentions not able to hold on to this disparate population to govern it.

Trump’s flamboyant style works better tho I haven’t followed the news in recent weeks.

some women (and I do count myself among them) are like lady knights in the Middle Ages who fight alongside the men. Called out of a woman’s traditional role. Like Maggie Thatcher in England. But so many women just want to stay home and take care of their kids if financially possible.

so,

two reasons that we continue to permit abortion as we now know it. First, the profit motive: abortion is a profitable industry.

Second, the feminist agenda. To free women for palatable jobs and careers outside the home.

but abortion dies not solve the problem. We raise these kids anyway in the worst and most horrible ways. We end up in situations such as abusive relationships or drugs or prison, not understanding what is happening to us. The problem of sexuality bringing pleasure but also pregnancy has been with us since the beginning of human life on earth and abortion is NOT a particularly good way of addressing it. Let’s do better than this.