nccotus

…on the count of 3…

on horseback of course.

I always used to sit on 3 at the penultimate moment.

which this is.

trying to resist temptation in this regard.

when I look up–out here on the smoking deck–and see the trees I remember the trees out the windows at TBH 1 and 2 (psych wards near here) where I fought for my life several times.

finally I got out and came here. Been here for a year and a half. Hoping to get out.