nccotus

i finally understand myself!

the hi tech part of it is why I am not truly comfortable in any established church. But also explains the alien plank in my faith.

i always knew I was holy hi tech but I didn’t put it together with my desperate struggle to be part of the catholic Christian tradition.

i have finally proved through my baptism and have the Holy Spirit. The lesion by my nose that was removed several years ago got in the way when the priest poured the water over my face at the baptismal font. A spectacular white light shot out! But I went away disappointed because of the water not pouring out right and felt horribly stressed for months. It was complicated.

My father had explained to me once about an emergency baptism and this qualified as one so I finally accepted this. But now it is all proving through. It’s been a crazy 6 1/2 years!

Turned out I had to meet Jesus over the ghoul moments after the OD and ICU moments in ’86 to be returned to the living in my soul. Only Jesus could do it. There was no hope. But now there is.

for more info about holy hi tech go to the mission statement of the ieee (institute of electrical and electronic engineers). It is a very private, hi minded organization open only by invitation. My father is a member.