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when I threw boiling hot coffee at Ian and accidentally hit him in the eyes…

I didn’t know what I was doing!

I had serious brain damage from the Klonopin overdose and I was completely clueless. I knew there was some kind of threat from the gathering down in the family room and recently I have come to understand what it was and how my actions were interpreted.

I am so sorry for what I did.

it is like when I burst out and beat my mother. You just don’t.

I have been in a sick place since then. I pray that my son can forgive me knowing this.