nccotus

there is healing from abortion…

but it comes at such a cost…

email my son:

Ian, So, I finally have it figured. I have the logic if abortion wrestled to the ground, what it is and why we do it and in that light I can finally see my kids and what happened to them. Arthur the baby when i 13 was the primary abortion, so, the baby in Allentown whom I call Alexander Texas was the compensatory pregnancy. Jasmine the 1st California baby was the atonement child although she ironically or accidentally died through a bad abortion instead of being born. That’s what i couldn’t get my head around. This was God’s grace because I would have been too ill to carry her. You were free and clear of this whole cycle, also God’s grace, “God’s gracious gift.” I just had to pull my head out of the one .”project” and put it into the other—you—which wasn’t easy to do. God has finally turned this murky water into wine. And I can look back on it all with joy in the Lord’s leading that I didn’t understand at the time. If Jasmine had lived she would have had a sick life. Ultimately It was up to God what happened and he took care of her better than I could. I just have to trust in this but if course repent of the abortion—life is complicated and always a miracle.

Copying this to Dad. Maybe it had something to do with his high school girlfriend’s abortions.