nccotus

my son had a persistent hard on as a young kid.

I figured out somewhere along the way that it was because of my persistent clitoral erection. He said why does it stick out and it was so embarrassing. I didn’t know what to say to him. I asked Hal, my psychotherapist at the time and he suggested that I talk to his pediatrician. I did not have a good relationship with his pediatrician. I asked my other psychotherapist, his name was Zydek. He said yes it comes and goes all day long. And he was laughing. Neither answer reassured me. I did not dare to ask Alex. They had similar issues, little and then big.

then, he had his own child psychologist in Largo for a few months and got his own answers. But then my mother whisked him away and I wound up on Feldman’s psych ward in Tampa never again to see the light of day.