nccotus

praying for grace where I can see none.

but trusting not in my own understanding but in the mind of God.

Alex wars on me and Ian to keep peace with his current wife.

this must stop.

it’s bad enough that he ditched me without alimony; he also continues the ill fame and predatory mental practices. It was bad enough where he was coming from in the marriage. That had to stop and did but the go to was just as bad. He harmed our kid and I was a party to it not knowing. I was so lost and preoccupied with my own hurt and harm. The relief I took was uncognizable but I wasn’t connecting in my head and didn’t know what was going on.

I need to be walking off of this for a couple of weeks and taking my small child’s hand in mine and walking him away from his father. I tried, but there was no support for this.

I have asked for Roku and Sanctu the primary aliens to attend and they have and still do but somewhere in there I myself need to step out myself as a party to the rescue. To those places where he is still held in his heart soul and mind for human help, By his mother.

the power of LOVE is warranted here.

That is the GRACE that is needed.

I don’t know whether Alex really understands it.