nccotus

literally full of shit last night.

finally was able to pass some monster poops that had me in the most horrific pain all week, not knowing what was in there. I won’t go further into the gory details.

but, the Lord stemmed the flow of liquid diarrhea so that I could sleep and be in recovery all last night and my boor bottom has healed from the unrelenting pain since this past Monday.

it was a weird lesson from God that I don’t fully understand. Other than that Iknow that a part of my plan this year us to rest not in my own understanding but in the mind if God and in every word that falls from His lips.

the upshot was this beautiful image I gained in my last post. The body bag like a chrysalis— a whole new lease on life in this regard.

I am holding on to another serious illness, a sinus infection has returned through the weakness of these shitting woes.