nccotus

generally I fear for my life in places like this.

for obvious reasons!

they cover for one another!

and I am currently out of the idea phase and into the legwork phase of filing suit against “the best inpatient psychiatric facilities in the world.” Based on my horrific experience of care while I was there and forever afterwards. They were there to fix what had gotten broken and instead just sent me further down the line to my oblivion.

but here I am. Through the power of God I have been sustained to be here to fight back against the continuing derailment since my stay on the Affective Disorders Unit at John’s Hopkins University Hospital in the 1990’s.

all things considered I have stayed longer here at this home and been more healed and felt more productive and safe than at any other care giving facility where I have stayed. It only goes so far and there is generally a loving and friendly feeling here.

I saw something familiar and beloved when I first got here and that never quit. Not sure what that was about…

…

In that fateful meeting as Lipsey may have been attempting to dismiss us from his floor he said to my father “Hopkins can’t help everybody.” I wasn’t clear to me what he was saying. My father had just gestured towards me, referring to me as “this” as I was having a spasming OCD moment.

the problem in the MH system is that they will keep a person like “this” in the system and use them for parts when they can’t help them. Against their will.

my lawsuit is to correct this automatic protocol.