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From: Lynne Murphy 
Date: Fri, Jan 3, 2025 at 9:22 AM
Subject: Re: Half-mast

On Fri, Jan 3, 2025 at 9:21 AM Lynne Murphy wrote to Ian:

I am keeping my flag at half mast all week over the harm and hurt you sustained all your life through the wart-mole being struggling to hold you but not knowing how.

My skills have slowly been restored and improved here as I as forced to stay in one place at one time as I regained versatility with regard to hand’s eye coordination for instance.  I am slowly relearning how to be around my peers in a way that hasn’t pertained since two places in my heart soul and mind:  one was Harvard University.  The other was the Lodge Program at Wernersville State Hospital.  I am slowly remembering what it was like to share love after decades of ill will from the community as a Canadian styled British being in an All-American neighborhood which was what pertained at other times.

You were 2nd generation American and 3rd generation Canadian and had an escape route in this regard and were able to weather the congenital issues and the traumatic issues not as serious as it would have been otherwise.  A millennial  baby just like in the poem:  “The Littlest Soldiers of All.”  My generation didn’t understand your generation that well; but God is giving me the parts to understand you better now, so that I know better what to do.

I was already at half mast yesterday over doing such a lousy job of helping that little boy in Easton in 2013. I was afraid I harmed him and his mother. And also you.

Please know that I love you Ian and always did.  The wart-mole person had a hard time showing love.  I am mint clean now.  I will lift you up in prayer all week long.  Praying the rosary every day.

This will go to my blog site.

Love,

Your mother.