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an overdue aoology.

the aliens have stepped in as asked.

in the first place:

oh my dear Anita and Sally, please know that I never meant to harm you.

I was in deep over my head with a family situatuation.

Sally you look at my father over my head when he showed up with my things and I didn’t know what to make of it. Now I do so understand.

I have just posted about the smoking. After all these years it matters to me to make this heartfelt apology and EXPLANATION. I was desperate about the smoking, I smoked one after another and couldn’t control it. I had made a vow to kill myself by smoking over something my father did,p. I wanted to quit. I was so deep in my head I just didn’t understand hpw it was affecting you and Colleen. U just tried to explain how I was trying subliminally trying to recreate illegal smoking Like at boarding school. I was such an innocent and ignorant human being.

please forgive me and heal over this.

please Anita, we became so close and you were the one person I ever confessed to about what happened at home over the high school senior year Christmas Holiday. You may share it with Sally but know that we are over this in my family and it does not need to further come to light.