in other words, the first abortion with Alex
was actually my second abortion and I did not know this at the time.
that feeling of violation and rape when those anesthetic needles pierced my cervix so painfully was because I had been violated that way once before at age thirteen. They stumbled on a crime scene in other words. I so needed to see a doctor. I think that that baby may have already been dead and was a sick presence, living or dead. The whole thing was left to an immigrant abortionist through the auspices of AbortionWorld at the time.
the whole thing was so traumatizing that I turned to the man who deliberately made me pregnant to secure a Green Card marriage as was anticipated. Or so I do surmise. I would have married him anyway, I wish he hadn’t have done that. This is AbortionWorld 2 times over. How men use it for purposes women don’t always understand. Men without compassion; women without help.
As for proponents in the many faces of abortion you have to consider the men behind the women also, and that is a place I durst not go. Other than where I already have and also to show that in my case the first (second) abortion was all but a DNC removing dead fetal tissue. But I needed to know it if that was the case. I was a casualty of the system; more so than usual.
oh please Roku and Sanctu do be present here.


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