nccotus

after the Advocate (see my last post), I died for five minutes after shocking sexual torture by a catheter in the ICU after a minor overdose of my psych meds. I took a months worth of an antidepressant and an antipsychotic med. That was back in 1986. I never really got up after that. Until today. As I realize what happened. The pain was so bad I did die of it once the catheter came off—I do remember that. Then I passed into unconsciousness and died; but came back again. My father insisted that they take me back on the psych ward. I have been stuck there through the absence of this information.

now I am free.

yes I was a ghoul after that. Now it is 38 years later and I have finally lived this down.

I am abbyhillonline and an alien watcher.

I steered into the curve of the Advocate debacle when I was living in Florida to make it my own in a political way. Maybe there needed to be a place for blog artistry and the literature of an alien presence in contemporary literature, who knows. I don’t know what the young are up to these days.