nccotus

been there, done that

biden has been grasping at straws, I know the feeling.

it started with Obama.

for me.

there was a precursor in Central Square, Camrdidge, when I cracked up after a bizarre relationship ended. Bizarre relationship ended. Bizarre relationship, bizarre crack up. After all these years—4 decades—it is finally manageable to go back there in my heart mind and soul and pick up that poor helpless woman off the streets—me—where I was all but destined to go; I checked into a psych ward instead. This person’s mother was a former NJ state hospital nurse. Somehow I wound up in a state hospital in PA where my family had just moved near to, connection? I don’t know. His name was Jeff. It had happened once with a person from college named Mark and it was so scary what happened with that breakup I was just terrified to be in another bad breakuo. I lost my mind over it. Took a minor overdose that turned out to be all but fatal: the clamped catheter experience in the ICU in ‘86. I had become an invalid and a cripple and didn’t understand it. I was in bed at the state hospital and just couldn’t get up. They came to me at the Lodge Program there and signed me up for SSDI without my even having to ask.

so, Jeff (the Somerville, Mass. boyfriend who left me in the lurch) styled me a future “cat lady,” seeing what was coming with our cat Daisy.

my mother took her in and let her get out and get pregnant when I was losing it in Cambridge.

next thing I knew I was married to a Mackintosh: Clan Chattan, Clan of the Cat. These steps have been described before.

what was not known or described but must be is that there was an al Quaida connection. What is mentionable is manageable.

after all these years, Jeff and everything that happened INCLUDING that he inhered all these years; even in my marriage; all these decades; without my seeing it; this is now mentioned and manageable and over.

Jeff said, when I called up Mark from the shared house in Central’s Square as Jeff was planning to go back to DC that I was “grasping at straws.”

That is what I see the Dems doing as Bidens lackluster presidency winds down, come to think of it, i haven’t heard any news of him at all in recent weeks. It’s all fake news on all four tvs on the floor here. I will have to check and see what I can find out on this tablet when I am done here.