nccotus

organic personality disoder is unique to the individual injury or illness rhat it is caused by.

in my case the principle of “borrowing he will of rhe ball” is key. See the movie “Awakenings” about seizure patients deemed to be catatonic schizoobrenics bur disvovered to be lost to cripplng seizures caused by an putbreak of flu 40 years rarlier.

i need to be “fostered” to do a thing. To “borrow” someones will. This left me prey to my mother in mothering Ian in the most horrible way.

and, for instance, I cant watch t,v, on my own; it freaks me out. And I can’t handle money.

cigarettes are a go to in this tegard in some weird way.

theres more to be said here but I can’t think it out right now.

for instance, the cardioligist wants me to use a tracking machine to monitor my pacemaker and I cant stand the thooght. Dont know what to do. It hasnt arrived yet. Just like i couldnt wear a grinding guard to protect my teeth. No way.