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my life as a mother is to be ancillary to the life of my son.

This came into a keen focus in 2920 as I drove down Easton Road to the Horsham Clinic in Ambler PA, knowing that my life could end. I cried out, “Lord move Heaven and Earth to save Ian!.”

I “ambled on the waves” there several times like Peter out of the boat. Adult One there is like a church, with cathedral style glass ceilings. Everybody sits in the hallway near the office areas and nurses station with their legs stretched out and you do “hallway ballet” to get through.

to save your life.

i wrote a letter to the Queen of England and read it aloud at the nurses station.

It did all but cost me my life.

Here I am four years later harmed and distorted in the city of Reading.

i flew too near the sun; like Icarus.

but I was ready to lay my life down for Ian.

and still am.

i could die here; or stay living for a long time. My health is on an upsurge. Thanks to the medical miracle of a simple course of antibiotics and steriods for my pain cycles of so many years.

it is up to God what happens next.