nccotus

the truth is always better than a lie.

I was going to use Alex to intercede against a predatory woman who was involving me in her move in my brother and then I met Alex.

so, Alex was the perfect puzzle piece.

AITI? (“Am I The Asshole?”).

I discerned right away to married him but a part of it was a motive to derail Annette from Manhattan and her designs on my brother, her line on him included my connection to Harvard not in a pretty way.

As at that time I was in a bad way in that regard.

Unfortunately she derailed me instead.

Alex and I combined and eloped out west. I met with a mix-up in my mind that I never got over.

it amounted to the perfect Cindarella syndrome. Until I got with child with Ian and there were questions about the legitimacy of the marriage.

was it just for the Green Card?

Was Alex banally using me?

what about Ian?

we became a real family in Florida.

but he was out of town at least half the time.

Questions here…