nccotus

where I have been and where I am going is a big question.

the issue is money.

I am fine to leave this place now. But it would take a fortune to sustain myself in the community.

I would need significant help to function, a nurse and/or housekeeper and driver and cook. It sounds crazy but I would need all this help. As I wouldn’t have any friends and my condition is so poor. I wouldn’t want to return to the life I had before. I can think of various avenues for such funding but don’t know how to get there. I am a fish out of water here and can’t continue to stay.