nccotus

So, that night back in late 2020, I was all alone in that antique cottage with an ALIEN after losing my mother and my brother, almost losing my own life; all after a horrible divorce and unwelcome here after a relocation.

I am trying to reach back here for support with this situation but it is terrifying to do so given my history both here and in Florida, recently and long ago.

I have CHANGED. But nobody wants to validate this.  I am saying, live and let live.

I used to say, it takes several lifetimes to be accepted in this community.  It was a quip but oh so seriously intended.

I come here with special needs and ill attended by my family.  Back in the 80’s I had some community support here.  But, it’s a weird thing about human nature people harbor the ill and forget the good.  My father has been slowly developing a case in the community to paint me as an asshole, using my childhood like trust to abuse me in this regard.

ALIENS have been my welcome here when there was an absence of human support.

thanks to the love of God and precious Jesus.