nccotus

About ALIENS

I came back to PA expecting a welcome.

But it was not the case.  Either with my family or in the community.

I had forgotten about how it takes a long time here to make your way.  People here go back generations, never leaving the state.  And they have a long memory:  I was very scared about people from my past here in the 80’s wanting to harm me.  

For years, since I returned here in 2012, I went chasing around after psych meds with my mother; nobody would see me.  It is still true today.   In Florida and n California, people flock from everywhere to make a beautiful society.  Here, we are owned by a very special community called the PA Dutch (ie Deutsch) Mennonites, and Amish.  Nobody wants to lose this presence but it is a tax on a person like me.  They just have no way to field me and don’t know what to do.

That’s how I feel here today. Detriment trickles down discretely and easily from the powers that be who want to harm me knowing that it is easily hidden and covered over in this tiny little world in this sleepy old community.

Between Satan’s power and human evil it is a steady state of the “shadow of the valley of death.”

so, I saw an ALIEN! That’s how bad t got! Talk about being Alienated! Ha ha!

the rest is for my book. I have begun on the course of writing a novel; so, you will see slightly less of me here.