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I have been endangered by this person since she was born and my mother had the mother cat put down so that she wouldn’t scratch her. Leaving behind 3 abandoned kittens and two lost souls, me and my brother.

over the years I was used and abused by this person who had carte blanche from my mother and father to run rough shod over both me and Steven. I would never have dared to call her a spoiled brat but Steve did. She was a weakling who wasn’t really strong enough to live so they were absorbed with doing anything to help. A cute pretty little girl and so endearing. But she morphed into a monster as time went by. Couldn’t have children; so, no mate. She didn’t know what was wrong or what to do with herself. My mother turned all her woes on me. My mother-in-law pointed that there was an issue there of making mountains out of molehills. In other words, deal with it. My mother had issues herself of hysteria and depression and kept us all in her own sick hysterical thrall. Over matters that were just life happening. She cried if anybody used the word “perfect.”

so, Claire has spent recent years targeting me for further abuse in the wake of her efforts to earn a Ph.D. I never heard what happened with that and I am not going to jump to conclusions.

Anything bad that could have happened would have been attributed to me. Or, carefully not. This goes back to several years ago, with my family and me it seems to always be about bad jokes I used to tell. It’s something I rarely do any more.

I am able to step out now in the absence of my mother, living or dead, in a way I couldn’t before. Shining my lamp on a stand instead of keeping it under a bushel.